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[cowardsandheroes]

MInd Smoke by ThomasRetro on deviantART

I’m still depressed, but how depressed I am varies, which is good.
Much of the time, it’s a comfortable numbness
that just makes things feel muted.
Other times, I’m standing in the shower or something
and I can feel the nothingness hurtling toward me
at eight thousand miles per hour
and there’s nothing I can really do aside from
let it happen and wait until it goes away again.

 

—
Allie Brosh, Hyperbole and a Half