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cowardsandheroesi think that i might be falling again
it's like my mind has gone into overdrive
spiraling out of control and bringing my body down with it
i can't feel or think or sleep or eat
(i try to but i just can't and it hurts)
i feel tired and sick sick and tired
i just want to curl up and sleep forever
(except you really can't because at some point you need to
wake up wake up wake up
but i'd really rather not)
or at least until this awful empty nothing decides to vacate my mind
(it never really does it's always there
it's bright neon flashing alert or
it's black hidden silent invisible)
it's like my mind has gone into overdrive
spiraling out of control and bringing my body down with it
i can't feel or think or sleep or eat
(i try to but i just can't and it hurts)
i feel tired and sick sick and tired
i just want to curl up and sleep forever
(except you really can't because at some point you need to
wake up wake up wake up
but i'd really rather not)
or at least until this awful empty nothing decides to vacate my mind
(it never really does it's always there
it's bright neon flashing alert or
it's black hidden silent invisible)
